Isabella-A Lesson Learned

A Lesson Learned

        Walking home from school an everyday routine I open the shabby screen door and  infiltrate my home. Its dark like always, "Nicole" my mother said in a hushed voice. "What?" I said rudely." I just wanted to give you this I have the same one" I held in my hand a beautiful charm bracelet it glistened "im not going to wear that u waited your time" I responded. I quickly put it inside my jacket pocket. I didn’t really care about anyone anything, I always thought my life was the worse. Life wasn’t exciting to me everyday was the same routine wake up go to school come home and count down the hours till my terror starts again. My mother was always there for me I knew she was the only true friend I had but I would not accept her presence. I made her cry because no matter what she said I found a way to wreck the conversation. A week later, my mother found help she said I was depressed. I was angry, despised, antagonized you name it. This was not acceptable I yelled at her from the top of my lungs pushed her out of the way and told her that " I hated her and I wish she wasn’t my mother". I ran outside in the pouring rain didn’t realize I was in the middle of the street. I saw bright lights everything seemed to be going through my mind all at the same time. I heard a boisterous scream and felt a sharp pain on my lower back everything seemed to go blank.  I awakened weak and in panic my blouse was damp from blood. The weather seemed to go crisp, Slowly trying to arise my heart dropped to the floor. My mother was lying on the pavement, her hands were cold and her hair was covered with crusty blood. I was pessimistic a piece of my heart was gone. She was the only one I had the only one that I loved and I took advantage of her. I screamed out to the heavens hoping this was all a dream. "wake up wake up" I screamed but this tragedy was now reality. My face was painted with tears, I looked down and saw the beautiful charm bracelet that was identical to mine on my mothers arm. She did everything for me and its hard to believe she's gone now im laying with her on the cold blacktop. "I love you mother" I whispered" im sorry I treated you with no respect but I will learn to love and someday even be happy". "I will wear this bracelet so I will have your sprit with me wherever I go", Don’t treat the people you love so horribly because one day they will be gone.