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Friday, May 16, 2014

Patty


To a beacon of Hope
I hope
I am not being too forward
When I say that your very presence
Is the epitome of life;
Of a warm light;
Of an explanation for a series of events
that were meant to occur just for the sake of seeing you,
standing there,
in front of that window,
making faces in the reflective surface
of some container.

I hope
I am not being too anxious
When I say that
every moment of pain
inflicted by this house
became soft and tender kisses,
the moment you stepped in and mentioned
that you liked the vibe.
Your breaths of sleep,
have become my lullaby;
yours steps in the morning,
announce that my sun has risen
And your smile.
Your smile
Makes me wish that the clock would tick just a little faster,
so you could get just a little closer,
to smiling at me.

I hope
I am not being too morbid
When I see you trip on the power cord of your TV
and wish that you would fall two inches closer to corner of the coffee table
and into my arms.
When you slice your hand cutting those veggies,
I watch
 hoping it’ll slide just a little closer to your ulnar artery
So that you can slide into my world
And when you leave in your car
I wait
Hoping that you can return here with me.

I hope
That I am not being too hopeful,
When I say that I want to spend eternity with you;
Till death do we unite.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Last Submission

I added the last submission to the blog!  Enjoy :)

Steven


  THE TRUTH

            A book. The Sunrise. Picture frames. These are all defined and given a purpose simply by being given a name. It is to our misfortune that we receive only infinite small truths in the world and those are names, there can be no more honesty beyond something or someones identity. You never know what to believe past a name, you hope for the best and prepare for the worst though expectations don’t do much good and false advertising is plentiful. This isn’t so much judging a book by it’s cover but by it’s title however I can’t determine which is worse or if either is irrelevant. Now there’s a second part to truth and that’s interpretation, regardless of what anything means things come into your life and they can change it in the most minuscule ways or alter the course of your future, a hobby can be discovered as something you want to devote your life to, and art may possess such powerful inspiration and expand the way you think, for you romantics out there the phenomenon of love can consume your very being, or at least you will think that while you date during your time in high school. We never see that in just the name, never feel it in the simple truth presented to us at the first unimportant moment. There’s no common acceptance to all the truth we face and interpretation is ever changing within us and those around us. For example death pushes us to use our limited time to be remembered, many fail and get lost in time, others choose to wait for death hopeful that happiness lies behind it and each one of those individuals hardly see eye to eye. Perhaps these are the ramblings of a cluttered minded adolescent unable to convey their ideas properly or nonsense but the next time you come across something try to find its identity, not by information overwhelmingly being spewed at you but searching for its truth not only in its name but how we perceive it to effect us and change us for better or worse.

Monday, May 12, 2014

Ok, really this is it!!

I forgot another submission.  It has been posted.  There are now 10 submissions up on the May blog.  Sorry for the confusion.  It's the end of the year...  Still no excuse.  Comment deadline is this Friday.

Nicole


“Scarlett, get your feet off the table.”
Her mother scowled at her through her knitting. It was the second time the order had been evoked in the past hour. Scarlett remained in her current position, gazing out the window, and seemingly oblivious to everything around her. Her cross stitch remained forgotten on her lap.
                  “Scarlett, your feet off the table at once!” her mother snapped.
Scarlett was drawn out of her reverie and stared at the woman before her with an utmost blank expression.
                  “Excuse me?” she said, not attempting to be rude, but sounding it regardless.
                  “Goodness gracious Scarlett! Sit up straight. Remove your feet.  Behave like the woman you are! Why can’t you follow your sisters’ examples?”
                  “I am not a woman,” said Scarlett. “And I don’t have to follow anyone.”
Petulantly, she slid farther down her wicker chair and uncrossed her legs in the most unwomanly manner.
                  “Enough!” outraged, her mother set down her knitting and grabbed Scarlett by the arm. “If you so wish to seem a barbarian, I shall treat you as such.”
Scarlett mused a struggle, but found that she was not in the mood. Instead, she allowed her body to fall limp, thus increasing her mother’s efforts to extract her from the room. As she was pulled along the ground, she noticed her sisters Harriett and Caroline snickering in the corner. Encouraged, Scarlett closed her eyes, stuck out her tongue, and imagined herself a dead corpse being dragged out of a crime scene.
                  “Enough of this nonsense! Stand up on your feet,” cried her mother, exasperatedly. “You are truly a hopeless case.”
                  “Hopeless case am I?” said the dead corpse, “Why you’re more a disaster for birthing such a case!”
                  “No more Scarlett. Not another word!” her mother managed to open the door to Scarlett’s room and shoved her inside. “You wait until your father hears about this!”
Cursing under her breath in an even more unwomanly manner, her mother shut the door and was gone, leaving Scarlett to stare at the ceiling for she did not feel like sitting up.
All the rules, all of the stupid rules. Scarlett hated them. There was no reason why she couldn’t put her feet up when they felt sore or eat without a handkerchief on her lap. She was no child, she knew how to eat without making a mess. She was sixteen, a perfectly good age to do whatever she pleased-

Knock! Knock! Knock!

Scarlett froze as she heard the front door. A familiar voice caused strange feelings to erupt from her navel as she attempted to eavesdrop.
                  “Hello Madam Melcott, is Scarlett home?” came the boyish voice of Jeremy Boise.
                  “Yes Jeremy, she is home, but she cannot see you for she’s busy,” came the sound of her mother.
                  “Busy? Or in trouble?” came the inquisitive remark of Jeremy Boise.
                  “Always a clever boy, aren’t you?” said her mother. “But very well, yes, she has not been in a graceful mood of late. I suggest you return in a few days.”
                  “Yes Madam Melcott.” He was quite the suave liar. “Have a good day.”
                  “Have a good day Jeremy,” and with that, the front door was closed.
Scarlett listened intently. She did not have to wait long until there came the familiar sound of wood scraping against wood.  A slight breeze swept through her room from the window.
                  “Hello beautiful.”
Scarlett stared up at Jeremy from where she laid on the floor. He was a very handsome young man, with curling light hair, thin eyebrows, gray eyes, and a slender complexion that exemplified his cheek bones.
                  “Hello, how nice of you to drop in.”
She moved to sit up, but he stopped her.
                  “No, wait.” His smile became mischievous and he bent down. He made as though to give her a peck, but withdrew quickly just as she began to reach out to him.
                  “Jeremy Boise, if you were any more a tease, my curls would be gone,” Scarlett rolled her eyes.
                  “Not as much as you, what with being locked up all the time where I can’t see you,” he replied. “Is behaving appropriately such a chore?”
                  “Behaving to the social convention of my mother is not something I am willing to stoop to in order to grace you with my presence,” said Charlotte, amused, as she rose. “Anyhow, you’re always welcome in through my window.”
                  “And alas, only that,” Jeremy sighed tragically, sitting at the foot of her bed.
                  “If the liberties I bestow upon you are too much for your temptations to contend with, perhaps it would be best that I revoke them,” said Scarlett, sitting beside him.
                  “You sound like your mother.”
                  “What a horrible thing to say!” she exclaimed, “Your insults have improved quite.”
They laughed silently. Jeremy grabbed her hand in between his,
                  “I fear the hindquarters of our joke may come in at any a moment. I must be off now.”
                  “Already? But why, you’ve only just arrived. She won’t be in soon, her pride is larger than her waist, if you can believe that,” Scarlett tightened her hold on him.
                  “I feel that we’ve broken the rules enough for one day,” he said.
 “Come along, we’ve broken the rules before. Who’s to say there’s a greater hell for those who’ve broken the same rules many a time?”
“I’ll come back tomorrow.”
“I would wish you to come back tonight.”
                  “I wish so too, but it cannot be.” He caressed her face softly. “I’ll be back, soon as I can.”
                  “Promise?”
                  “Promise. In the meanwhile, do try to stay out of trouble. I’ve taken notice of splinters in unmentionable locations from my breaking and entering,” he rose, laughing.
Scarlett nodded, unable to fight off a grin.
                  “Goodbye,” Jeremy quickly pecked her and dashed to the window.
                  “Goodbye.”
And he was gone.
Scarlett laid back in bed and decided to take a nap, not in the mood to continue her crochet or practice her French. It felt as though her eyes had barely closed when she was again awoken by the sound of her door.
                  “Now, did you have sufficient amount of time to think over your actions?” demanded her mother. “I assume you’ve served your punishment righteously?”
                  “Yes ma’am,” said Scarlett. It was very hard to conceal her smile.
                  “Very well, you may go off to supper now,” her mother said. Scarlett rose and exited, “But this is not over, mind you. We’re going to have a serious talk when your father gets home.”

                  Indeed, when Scarlett’s father arrived, there was a great discussion over the course of her future and whether or not a child such as herself could ever be tame enough to find a suitable husband. Words were exchanged back and forth between her mother and father, while Scarlett merely sat in a chair between them and daydreamed of the day’s earlier events.
                  “Scarlett, are you even listening to us?” demanded her mother.
                  “Huh?” It was clearly not the correct answer
                  “The girl has the attention span of an insect!” exclaimed her father, “What in the world has your mind preoccupied so?”
She decided for the truth,
                  “Jeremy,” Scarlett replied.
There was a momentary pause where her parents exchanged looks.
                  “Jeremy Boise?” voiced her father. “That boy from across the way?”
                  “Yes.”
                  “And what about him do you think about in such a focused manner?” he commanded to know. 
                  “Nothing scandalous. He’s just a well boy, you know. A fine gentleman. I’d say you’d approve of him – as a prospective husband, I mean,” Scarlett said.
                  “Well,” began her mother, rather surprised, “He’s a fine boy, I shall admit, but I’ve heard talk about him in town.”
                  “Talk?” inquired Scarlett. “What sort of talk?”
                  “And you intend for him to ask for your hand in marriage?” asked her father, skeptically.
                  “What talk?” Scarlett repeated, directed towards her mother. “Well?”
                  “They say his parents have arranged him with Mr. Chauncy’s daughter, Elizabeth. They’re to marry soon,” her mother replied. “I assumed you knew, him being a close friend of yours and all.”
                  “Oh yes, I heard Mr. Chauncy speaking in regards to his daughter’s engagement to  Boise,” her father added. “I assumed it was with the elder son, Richard, however…”
It was as though something large had knocked the breath out of her. Scarlett couldn’t breathe, she couldn’t speak. Jeremy  was – engaged? Her parents were saying things, but she could not hear them.
                  “No, nonsense,” said Scarlett, mostly to herself. “Utter nonsense!”
And without waiting for a reaction, she stormed out of the parlor and ran up the stairs until she reached the attic. There wasn’t a chance she’d go back to her room anytime soon, not where she’d seen him last. That horrible boy. That ghastly fraud!!  The trait she had so endeared now caused her a vastness of hatred. Suave liar he was! That bastard! And to avoid damaging the nearby furnishings, Scarlett curled up into a ball and contented herself with shrieking enough curse words to render a congregation of nuns into a shock induced coma. 

One More Added

One more submission has been added this month.  Please read ALL 9 submissions.  For those of you who already wrote and submitted comments, you are done.  (There are just a few of you).  Unless you want to add, you don't have to.  Remember that your comments are due this Friday!!!!

Kevin


WORLD CHAMPIONS BE LIKE
After many games through the spring split, TBG made it to the finals. Founded by team leader based Terence we strived for greatness. From rigorous training every day we were able to climb up the ladder to the big leagues. Studying and analyzing other teams helped in strategizing to display some outplaytion101. As the final match came up against Yatai Gaming, the preparations for domination were ready to be in play. Before it began I went to their team to shake hands. After shaking Brandon Mogi<3’s hand knowing he would show some outstanding play the game started. I hear later in the crowd chanting and holding posters of TBG, many fans had come over from a variety of places. 14 minutes in first blood was gotten by YTG. The shout casters very detailed about what’s going continue their commentating on the game. By the middle of the game it was an intense suspenseful battle. The based Gods were able to pull through the storms and ending it with victory. The crowd gets louder as the championship cup was being brought out to TBG. There was a celebratory dinner with YTG because Mogi wanted to eat some bulGOGI. After a cheerful feast based Terence came with the team van pushing interviewers aside saying, “please no questions ty”. We then made it back to the TBG crib.
The next day was very wild. Receiving many gifts from the mail congratulating TBG, Life would be different living as champions. I went outside and saw a fellow. He liked yellow jello, he’s spittin melo, he said hello. As I was walking with my cane I threw it cause it was the end of my reign. Suddenly a mysterious looking hoodied man approached me with an eerie aura and was about to make a move but disappeared. Everyone lived happily ever after. J

Thursday, May 8, 2014

May Submissions

May writers are up!  Please go read and comment on all 8 submissions.  Your comments are due Friday, May 16.  Enjoy this last set of creative writing.  If you have a hard time finding the submissions, you can always find them in the monthly archive.  Have Fun!!!!

Chris



                   The most heart-breaking day of my life. It was on the 10th of March during my freshman year that my heart felt like it had completely died out. I was sitting in my 3rd  period class when I was informed that my mom had come to pick me up and I knew bad news was coming. I knew that my grandpa’s cancer was getting worse every day and that my viejito would soon leave me. I believe there is a totally different feeling from knowing someone will die and actually going through the experience of losing a loved one. As I entered the office to get picked up, I saw my mom crying and I instantly broke into tears. I gave my mom a tight, long hug and we walked to the car without saying a word. I got in the car and I could see my whole family sobbing, not believing what happened. We were on our way to my grandparents’ house and I just could not stop crying. I looked up at the sky and asked God why this had to happen and why such a thing like death exists. We arrived and we were all slow getting out of the car and walked inside the house. I entered the house and saw all my aunts, uncles, and cousins crying out loud because they had lost one of their best friends. I slowly walked to the room in which he was in and when I saw him, I couldn’t believe it. The man that was my best friend. The man that was basically my second dad. The man that would always take care of me when my parents were busy. The man that would always take me to AMPM and catechism. The man that would always make me laugh. The man that would always try to make feel better whether it was because I was sick or just sad was no longer in my life. He was no longer in my life, my grandma’s, and my entire family’s life. It was the first time that someone who I was super close to had gone into the heavens. All the memories I made with my grandpa made me believe that he would always be with me through everything. I always saw him as an invincible man who could never get hurt by anyone or anything. I know everyone goes through this, but it was my first time I lost someone very close to me and the pain felt throughout is the most horrible feeling anyone can ever have. It took me weeks to recover but I learned to accept that death is a part of living and that these things will continue to happen. My grandpa didn’t deserve everything he had to suffer through but he accepted his fate. I know my grandpa made his peace with God and I know that he is not dead to me or anyone in my family because he lives in all our hearts. As George Eliot said, “Our dead are never dead to us, until we have forgotten them.”

Christian



In the Darkness before the Dawn

My favorite time of day is the darkest hour. This is my favorite time. Such a peaceful time, where no one is awake besides those crazy teenagers that snuck out to a late night party. Oh, and my dad who leaves to work at this time, he works so hard, I don’t tell him frequently, the air is cooler around this time, inhaling the fresh clean air makes me feel relaxed. You could call me Alexander by the way. I’m not here to bore you with my life story, my teacher just told me to write about anything and this is what comes to mind, plus the song that is playing makes me feel all moody and stuff. Anyways your probably questioning why I enjoy the quiet hour, well hopefully you’ll understand by the end of this little blog thing.
I used to be a fan of mornings, when my family and I would go to the park, how I enjoyed the sun, being out and seeing all the green color pallets from the grass and tall trees. I would enjoy riding my bike and feeling cool enough to ride without training wheels, it was the best feeling ever at that age. Memories I won’t forget, but then suddenly my family stopped going and the park disappeared. There wasn’t any green left to see, the birds wouldn’t sing in the mornings and I became sad. At night in my backyard I could see the old park and I would imagine everything that used to be there and I was at least content with that because you couldn’t see the reality that it didn’t exist anymore. Oh I should tell you when I embarrassed myself one day singing at church for a kid’s Christmas production and everyone made fun of me, yeah people can be really mean sometimes. I hate my days when I see so much cruelty in the world. Every day, people wake up, they start causing new problems every day.  I’ve learned not be fond of people that much because every day an individual does damage to someone. Sometimes I feel like there’s no hope for anyone left in this world, its changed so much. When I read books I see how people were different, it seems like they weren’t as crazy as we are these days, even though my mom says people have always had that sin in them. Oh bless my mom she loves me so much, till this day she treats me like her child that once would cry every time she left me at pre-school.
The beauty of having a dark sky and seeing the stars is a beautiful gift that I have. I don’t need to deal with anyone but myself, many are in their homes, asleep and dreaming about something incredible like being married or having the ability to fly. The evening is my time of refuge, it is my escape from the harshness of a society that seems to be heading in the wrong direction.
In my sessions on Sunday mornings, I always have the same question asked to me, “why the night? It’s not very usual of you not being a fan of the day,” they say the evening should be for sleeping and resting, not living. I guess they don’t understand why I enjoy the dark, especially after what the stranger did to me when I was a chill. The darkest moment of my life had already occurred and every time I think about it, I feel a cold sharp dagger piercing through my heart ripping everything inside of me. It completely made me feel like I had no meaning left, I had a reason to hate God, I was angry that people could have the free will to do whatever they pleased, like what they did to me.
If you’re still reading this you could say I’m pretty crazy for how I think, for what’s happened to me, to why I still insists of loving the dark hour and I completely understand. I will tell you though that this year has been a year of change. After finally opening my heart out, I feel like I was water waiting to be pushed out of a large dam and into the river. I’ve learned to accept my life, forgive the people around me, realize that life throws you obstacles you believe you cannot live with but now I learned that the night was simply an illusion that keeps you bonded, controls yours thoughts. Only now as I see the darkness before the dawn I simply wait and see the sun rise because there may be pain in the night but Joy comes in the morning.  It’s been a hard year for me so far and I had lost hope in everything including school, but I just want to graduate. I didn’t even plan on writing this but it feels good to express myself. To whoever reads this, I apologize for the long blog but I wanted to wait until the last weeks to write this, maybe because I was scared of how I will be looked upon, but now I don’t get scared, because I have the strength to continue with my life.