In contrast, there existed his greatest love: the moon. The moon cries every night as she is scathed
by the sun, he reasoned. Her kindness compels her; she transforms the ravenous light into something
amiable, pacifying the anger of the sun; when sunlight runs amok, moonlight conciliates it. If light had a
metamorphosis then the moon was the final scheme. Her light deviated from the abhorrent sun’s. She had
brilliance, giving a glow that separated her powers from that of the vicious sun’s. The evening stars were
similar. They also selflessly relinquished their soft splendor for the humans to gaze upon, respecting the
presence of the darkness and coexisting with it, swimming with the revolutions of Earth. The monster
rejoiced in knowing that the moon, stars, and the sea of darkness would conceal his insecurities, for he
oftentimes felt quite hideous.
But one day, a tormenting revelation came to the monster, harrowing him. That same cursed
encyclopedia with the wonderful yet menacing gift of knowledge, told him something not half a
millennium alive managed to teach him. the starlight, moonlight, they were all in some way synonymous
to sunlight. The moon, in fact, did nothing to abate the violent force other than merely reflect it, the
metamorphosis he revered was merely a semblance. And the stars... they were no better than the sun.
He came out one night. draped in the quiet moonlight of the generous full moon, ruminating over
what lay beyond in the heavens. The stars that he cherished so dearly, they were also suns. They, despite
their elusive perception in the night’s celestial sphere, were not exempt from the destructive behavior of
the irate spheres of gas. They held the same violent rage as the morning star he feared. His heart ached
from such a realization. Tears traced his cheeks and jagged, protruding teeth. The sword of deception
stung him, driving through his tattered body. The air, like lighting, sequestered his breath as he fell to his
nadir, and betrayal took refuge in his body, ripping apart his fragile heart and lungs. Why would his love
hide the truth from him? His sorrow manifested into anger and in a second he rose, incensed like a
wildfire, consumed like a forest. Suddenly, his anger turned towards the sun, the object that incited his
agony.
“That sun... it looks so overwhelming. How do humans function in its light, doesn’t it hurt as it
has just hurt me?” He threw his fists down in retaliation. “It hurts and it scathes, yet they love it? How can
they love it? If love is pain then I can never want it!”
The following days, the monster sought solace underneath the bed. Days, weeks, until three
months passed. His anger evidently quelled, like the once expeditious rivers during a dry season,
revealing the open wound in his heart. The obscuring clouds of irrationality, guided by precarious gales of
agony, moved from his head to elsewhere, freeing him to contemplate with reason. The seedlings of
healing sprouted cotyledons embedding the notion of forgiveness. And then, a thought struck him:
What if he touched the sunlight?
The notion, although at first unfathomable, came to him in his period of retrospection. “Perhaps I
am wrong to blame the moon... although I was ignorant of the sun and moon’s dynamic, I still don’t
understand the nature of their relationship. Perhaps I am wrong to judge the sun. I judged the moon and
stars fallaciously for five hundred years, I must have an open mind.”
Then alas, he gathered his courage and emerged from the bed when golden steaks flitted across
the room. He never felt so exposed, so vulnerable, so insecure in his body. He looked back, losing his
tenacity, but before he could flee or touch the sun, the sun touched him.
The world stopped revolving.
His coat of silver fur shimmered with the infinitesimal particles of dust floating about, - “ruddy
vestiges,” he read somewhere - and accentuated the indigo hues embedded within his long glossy claws he never knew he possessed. He caught his gaze in the mirror and looked at himself, momentarily
stupefied from his reflection.